zondag 15 oktober 2017


I’m single because I have lost the ability to settle.

I don’t just want company-
I want to be wowed, and in all honesty I’m not wowed that easily.

The funny thing is, it’s not about what kind of car a man drives, nor is it found in his possessions, that he brags about, as supposed evidence of his character and worth.

No, what I am looking for can’t be found in any material things.
It’s found in the eyes of a man and in his heart.

I don’t need someone to play house with and pass the time until we eventually realize we want different things. I don’t need to learn any more lessons from dating different versions of the same man, nor do I need someone to reflect all of my daddy issues or self-worth back to me.

I’m not looking for a bargain basement kind of love.
I won’t be sifting through discount love in an attempt to have something, because I would much rather wait it out, do me, and be ready when someone of my caliber and energy level comes around.

Relationships aren’t just for pleasure but also for self-growth. Sometimes we need other’s help to teach us the lessons we are too blind to see. But other times the only person to explore our issues with is ourselves.

Because regardless of who it is, or how enlightened they may seem—we’ve all got issues. How they manifest themselves in our lives depends on what stage of awareness and healing we are in.

I’m waiting for someone who can match my strength. He will be strong enough so that I don’t always have to be strong. I’m not looking for someone to be like me, but to complement me.

I am looking for presence in a man. He’ll know how I should be spoken to and how to ignite a fire inside my belly. The fact that I don’t yet have this is okay with me because I do have faith that I will one day.

So, why am I still single ?
Because I have decided not to accept less than what I deserve. I have learned that my worth doesn’t lay in the hands of a man. I wake up each day absolutely in love with my life.

Until the day comes when a man comes into my life and enhances what is already here, I will remain single because I’ve found myself. And that is more than half the battle of finding another.



donderdag 28 september 2017

Wait for the man that shows up time after time, the man that makes every moment seem magical, the man who brings out the best in you, who would drop everything to be with you, someone who truly respects you, a friend and a lover, hang out for a conscious man, he is out there and like you, he is fed up of all the games, a conscious relationship is worth the wait.



zondag 9 juli 2017


Now that I've met you, I can say a few things.
I belong to you and I know that because of all the love that you bring
To fill my life with colours that it once lacked
When my life with miseries was fully packed.
So now that you are here to stay you should know
That I love and cherish you forever more




zondag 25 juni 2017

Before I die, I want to be somebody's favourite hiding place, the place they can put everything they know they need to survive, every secret, every solitude, every nervous prayer and be absolutely certain, I will keep it safe. I will keep it safe.




zondag 29 januari 2017

It's easy to take off your clothes and have sex. People do it all the time, but opening up your soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes and dreams. That is being naked.


zondag 15 januari 2017

The sun breaks through before we go to sleep tonight There's a love hope I keep and a dream I always meet Helps me forget we're far apart I don't know exactly we met, But I'm sure we met before and we'll meet again in love dream You are my sweet Queen, till we do You are always in my heart! I was so happy because you’re still in my heart I smile with my eyes closed to see your lovely face I can do nothing more than kissing your eyes I’m just standing front of you remind my heart On the off chance that he will be back


zaterdag 31 december 2016

When I look back on my life, I see pain, Mistakes and Heartache. When I look in the mirror, I see Strength, Learned lessons ,,, and, Pride in myself ... ᏞᎾᏉᎬ