zondag 15 oktober 2017


I’m single because I have lost the ability to settle.

I don’t just want company-
I want to be wowed, and in all honesty I’m not wowed that easily.

The funny thing is, it’s not about what kind of car a man drives, nor is it found in his possessions, that he brags about, as supposed evidence of his character and worth.

No, what I am looking for can’t be found in any material things.
It’s found in the eyes of a man and in his heart.

I don’t need someone to play house with and pass the time until we eventually realize we want different things. I don’t need to learn any more lessons from dating different versions of the same man, nor do I need someone to reflect all of my daddy issues or self-worth back to me.

I’m not looking for a bargain basement kind of love.
I won’t be sifting through discount love in an attempt to have something, because I would much rather wait it out, do me, and be ready when someone of my caliber and energy level comes around.

Relationships aren’t just for pleasure but also for self-growth. Sometimes we need other’s help to teach us the lessons we are too blind to see. But other times the only person to explore our issues with is ourselves.

Because regardless of who it is, or how enlightened they may seem—we’ve all got issues. How they manifest themselves in our lives depends on what stage of awareness and healing we are in.

I’m waiting for someone who can match my strength. He will be strong enough so that I don’t always have to be strong. I’m not looking for someone to be like me, but to complement me.

I am looking for presence in a man. He’ll know how I should be spoken to and how to ignite a fire inside my belly. The fact that I don’t yet have this is okay with me because I do have faith that I will one day.

So, why am I still single ?
Because I have decided not to accept less than what I deserve. I have learned that my worth doesn’t lay in the hands of a man. I wake up each day absolutely in love with my life.

Until the day comes when a man comes into my life and enhances what is already here, I will remain single because I’ve found myself. And that is more than half the battle of finding another.



donderdag 28 september 2017

Wait for the man that shows up time after time, the man that makes every moment seem magical, the man who brings out the best in you, who would drop everything to be with you, someone who truly respects you, a friend and a lover, hang out for a conscious man, he is out there and like you, he is fed up of all the games, a conscious relationship is worth the wait.



zondag 9 juli 2017


Now that I've met you, I can say a few things.
I belong to you and I know that because of all the love that you bring
To fill my life with colours that it once lacked
When my life with miseries was fully packed.
So now that you are here to stay you should know
That I love and cherish you forever more




zondag 25 juni 2017

Before I die, I want to be somebody's favourite hiding place, the place they can put everything they know they need to survive, every secret, every solitude, every nervous prayer and be absolutely certain, I will keep it safe. I will keep it safe.




zondag 29 januari 2017

It's easy to take off your clothes and have sex. People do it all the time, but opening up your soul to someone, letting them into your spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes and dreams. That is being naked.


zondag 15 januari 2017

The sun breaks through before we go to sleep tonight There's a love hope I keep and a dream I always meet Helps me forget we're far apart I don't know exactly we met, But I'm sure we met before and we'll meet again in love dream You are my sweet Queen, till we do You are always in my heart! I was so happy because you’re still in my heart I smile with my eyes closed to see your lovely face I can do nothing more than kissing your eyes I’m just standing front of you remind my heart On the off chance that he will be back


zaterdag 31 december 2016

When I look back on my life, I see pain, Mistakes and Heartache. When I look in the mirror, I see Strength, Learned lessons ,,, and, Pride in myself ... ᏞᎾᏉᎬ



donderdag 29 december 2016

People think a soulmate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soulmate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who bring you to your own attention so you can change your life,,,

woensdag 28 december 2016

A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we're pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we're safe in our own paradise,,,


dinsdag 27 december 2016

Sensitivity is a sign of life. Better hurt than hardened. I bow to those who keep their hearts open when it is most difficult, those who refuse to keep their armor on any longer than they have to, those who recognize the courage at the heart of vulnerability. After all the malevolent warriors destroy each other, the open-hearted will inherit the earth,,,


zondag 25 december 2016

I am flowering with desire and in this moment I know it is the holiest practice of all to surrender to it completely. I am burning with passion here and now and I understand that allowing my own fire to spread wildly across my dry-brush is the most sacred prayer of all. I am no longer guarded, suspicious, anxious or afraid of what scorches me. I have touched the throbbing of my tribal flames and my yoni is bursting with a pleasurable pain, a painful pleasure that feels like a spiritual awakening. The consummation of my own inner “Goddess and Warrior”, have left me lingering in the garden of “Eternal Eden”, ready to give and receive. I have placed my fingers upon this rose blossom, born of the budding of my own self-love. I feel my plum deep burgundy-black calling me back to sleep just so that I might retrieve the holy grail within me before waking up completely. It is time for me to touch the infinity of my whole, holy, bountiful, beautiful, fully blossomed, Goddess-Rose self and share all that I am with those who want a symbiotic exchange and "Sacred Union",,,


vrijdag 23 december 2016

You need a man whose strength is in more than his hands. You need a man whose character makes your heart pound, your body lose control.

He’s the kind of man who will drink your essence but who won’t worship you, because he knows how real you need to be. He’ll admire your fire, he’ll melt at your touch-he’ll enter your soul through your eyes.

Choose a man whose smile will drop you to your knees.
One whose mouth burns at the back of your neck and the bottom of your spine. One whose love leaves no question about its intentions—he’s knows that you’re the one.

He knows that you are solitude. That at times you are a destructive wind. That sometimes you are the frozen tundra and sometimes the heat of a dessert isle. Sometimes he is those things too, and why he gets you and still stays.

Choose a man who’ll serve your soul.


maandag 19 december 2016

EVERY single person you meet has something valuable to teach you. It's your job to find out what that "something" is. When we figure out what that "something" is, we either retain it, or when we see this "something" no longer serves us, we can divest ourselves of it. In being aware, we can assess our goals, people and "things" in our lives; altering those that are no longer representative of our preferences and reaffirming our dedication to those that are still important and have value to us; which fosters growth in our inner- and outer-world lives.


To love is to Live. No right or wrong, no rule book ! Every experience makes for a beautiful journey as it creates you, it heals you, it grows you! The most important lesson is to always follow your heart, your passion and always, always believe in the Love and being the best possible person you can possibly be. Yes, you may get hurt but OMG how beautiful is it to be in LOVE !


dinsdag 13 december 2016

You beckon me on, calling my soul, I'm feeling your pull I've lost control,
hypnotised by burning fire, captured by your hot desire,
you open up and let me in, our souls combine they dance and sing
I suck your soul where air goes in, this is when the fun begins

Sacred rivers splishing splashing, bones crashing, limbs smashing,
primordial moans and aching groans, both are shaking flesh and bones,
fire burning rivers churning, we couldn't stop this fateful yearning,
scent fills the air, I'm pulling her hair, both lost in this moment, we both didn't care

Sucking her mouth her juice and saliva, trying to claw my way deep inside her
I get turned on by her taste and her smell, this Goddess has got me under her spell.
This beautiful pain is fucking insane, its so intense I forgot my name,

One moon one sun, one breath we're one, this love can never be undone
I swim in you, you swim in me, lost together in eternity.



zondag 11 december 2016

I love those simple moments, those simplest when I'm sitting by the window, listen to music, drink coffee and neither happy nor sad, just looking at the sky, stars, buildings, people, thinking, and I feel kind of full and peaceful. 



woensdag 7 december 2016

A woman who is absorbed in her work, who does not care about gaining one’s favour, strong — yet subtle, is essentially more seductive. The more she is immersed in simplicity, her femininity emerges from the very heart of her existence. 


woensdag 23 november 2016

If she decides to give you a second chance, it’s usually not because you deserve it; but rather because she still believes in you and the idea that love, if given the chance, will somehow prevail in the end.


maandag 14 november 2016

In the end we won’t remember the most beautiful face and body. We’ll remember the most beautiful heart and soul.



zondag 13 november 2016


Falling in love is easy. Having sex is easier. But bumping into someone that can spark your soul - that shit is rare.